i'm lazy to update , to reply tags & to even visit my blog x.x
God , i'm getting lazier & lazier =.=
Later going w DawnieTan to poooooooooooooooooooool :D
Daddy bought me 4 vcds to stick my ass at home! :D
Watching th second one halfway alr.
i'm so boredzxzxz.
Life's boring ):
arghs.
Time t go run arnd Sg -.-

i knw ,

by th time tht you don't online as often as before ,

you're gonna lose your feelings one day.

& i knw , slowly i'll be falling in love with zy'darling or ryan'dear.

cause they simply just care more than you do.

do you even know ,

everywhere that i am ,

i'm always missing you.

i've cried for infinity times just cause i miss you.

but i don't blame you for not coming online & talking to me.

cause i knw you're always w andrew & co. & you don't even have th time to come online & talk to me any nights.

or maybe , i'm alr asleep by th time.

& i didn't know , a stranger's name can appear on your pm.

if she's a stranger , i won't even exist.

i knw you & her past & you chose to ignore it.

then fine , i don't ask.

cause i knw i don't stand in any position to ask.

i don't have th time & energy to stay up late already.

eoy's coming , i'm gonna spend time studying & relaxing.

i'm sorry if i no longer have time to talk to you.

take care of yourself alrights & don't fall sick tht easily alr.

should i give up or not?

i don't knw what to do.