I'm sorry for my attitude.
I'm really really really..................
you guys should knw..
i'm really really tired of crying alr.

& boy ,

do you even knw how i felt when you asked me to shoo ?

i shoo-ed.

i wish i had ways t cheer you up .

i failed.. for th first time , i felt so restless.

idk what to do.

all i'm doing is..

sit there & let my tears flow.

there's no way i can stop it.

when its night , it'll flow.

she told me about you ,

i bit my cheeks in order to stop my tears.

you don't expect me t bite my cheeks every single night bahs..

can you just tell me what i can do?

don't tell me stop crying or whatsoever.

i knw it well , if i can control it , i won't be crying anymore.

will you just tell me..

how much do i need you & how much do you need me

& wake me up.