Specially dedicated SamuelTohZhiFeng. :D

Cheers for knowing you yea [:
Had always been enjoying th times when we talk on msn :D
I missed you yesterday though ;x
Sorry for being emo today yea ):
Wasn't in good mood yea.
Sorry.
& Smiles :D
I'm treasuring you as a friend yeaaaa :D
& angqiyin rocks :D
Thanks for today :D
& remember what you owe me uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ :D

I used my smiles to cover up all my tears.

I've got so tired..

Who understands..

I'm not super , i need someone to rely on.

I'm tired..

Real tired.

I want a break from home.

Someone date me for Moneh Not Enough 2. :D

I don't wanna date derek t watch it ;x

another 18 days t my birthday :D

another 27 days till Isaac treats me :D

CHEEEEEEEEEERS! :D

Just got to know.
My dad said tht mrskok called & claim tht she want mc tomorrow -.-
CRAZY.
I'm gonna try my luck w a letter tomorrow.
Arghs.
She's driving me crazy.
I wanna transfer school ):

PEACE OUT !

no school for me today :D
ahhhh.
i'm getting sick of my blogskin ):
its time to changechangechange~
ahkor gave a veh stupid remark on SA guys ;x { indirectly saying himself ;x

IT IS THE DUTY OF THE WEALTHY TO HELP SOCIETY says (6:53 PM):
dun add any sa guys
they are all assholes
- ♥ANGQIYIN says (6:53 PM):
why lehs?
IT IS THE DUTY OF THE WEALTHY TO HELP SOCIETY says (6:53 PM):
desperate f-kers

HEHS :D
this is gonna be funnnn :D
i'm gonna change my blogskin soon ;x
but i'm oh-well-lazy.
I WILL ALRIGHTS.
You guys wait ;x

give me a break..

20days left to my birthday :D
& another 30 days t be single for my meal from ISAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAC~ :D
YAYYYYYYYYYYYY~ :D
I've marked your words x]

(au) IN54(au) http://volvo8030.blogspot.com said:
just stay single for 1
month ok
i set the challenge for you
if u can't u lose and hahas i
win
lol
:D
- ♥ANGQIYIN
said:
any rewards :D
(au)
IN54(au) http://volvo8030.blogspot.com said:
hmms
you win ..buy u a
meal or movie
I win ..you buy me a meal at popeye's
hehe

you're gonna kill me soon.

give me a shot of th gun & i'm dead.

& SAMUEL , I DIDN'T GAVE YOU A CHANCE !@#!@#$!@#!@#
So i'm OBVIOUSLY not your girlfriend.
RAWRS!

Its over.
You never did understood me at all.
I don't know what to say anymore.
I'm speechless.
I'm down yet i don't want people to know.
I'm tired , real tired.
I'm needing a rest.
Sorry guys , probably i've disappoint you guys.
I need some rest.
Real rest.
HOHO. :D

DEREK ,

I WANNA SEE YOU TOMORROW IN YOUR HUMSUM SUIT WORHS.

LOLLL ;x

DEAREST ,
I'M GONNA PATOR W YOU REALREAL SOOOOOOON~

SAMUELTOH ,

DON'T GO FIND YOUR CHICKEN & COME PEI ME LURH ):

I'M BORED ):

I don't know whats wrong w me. ):

ISAAC'S GONNA KILL ME FOR THIS :D
but he says tht he won't date me cause we're 6 years apart.
WHEN. i didn't even say i wanna date him -.-
LOLLLL ;x
i'm trying t smile like nothing have happened.
i already don't know what t do.
Nowhere t go tomorrow ):
Someone date me pleasezxzxzx.
JESSLIN , I'M LOOKING AT YOU :D
i'm tired..
real tired...
i need another walk down th beach again.
i need t feel refreshed.
i need t know what i'm doing.
i'm giving up.
OH YEA.
my socks got caught today -.-
now Nadia wants me t wear school socks EVERYDAY in school ):
Awwww.
I'm sad ):
th super high & ugly socks. my god.
SOMEMORE ITS IN GREY ):
NEHNEH ! T.T
i'm ultra sad now ):
awwwwwwwwzxzxz.

I LOVE ALAN LIM AN LU :D

thanks for tht necklace.

these few days were great w/o quarrels [:

silly ,

i love you ,

i really really do [:

comp's down ytd ;x
sad uhhhh ):
SILLY , I'VE BLOGGED! ;x

& girl ,

i'm sorry but i just hope we can be like how you used t be [:

i love you like no other alrights [:

You left me here crying once again.
i'm afraid..
so afraid tht i'm gonna lose you once again.
i knw my words may hurt you , but thts all tht i can tell you.
thts how i really felt.
will you just go home & stop hanging my call ?

God ,
i can't believe tht i updated class blog w/o updating my blog -.-
I bet boyf's gonna kill me ~.~
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i'm bored ):
i miss my boyf ):
where you where you where you ~.~
i'm going childish today ):
just came home & started playing a fool at home.
Suwanie , i wore your heels & walked around TALLLLLLL!
& daddy complained cause i'm taller than him :D
i'm bored ):

& to stzf ,
don't rubbish & come online soooooon.
i miss bullying you ;x
i'm bored i'm bored ):

& my blood's boiling again.
HOR MS.
stop copying me will you ?
now what.
iloveyou:) right!
LOLLLLLLL.
grow up alrights :D

& girl uhs ,
i'm not desperately looking for a boyf [:
common sense lurh ,
i don't need a guy to live on.
at least i go as my feelings goes.
unlike you yea?
you " fall in love " cause tht guy's goodlooking -.-
it eeks me please -.-


tsk.
hopeless people around.

& silly ,

don't get drunk tht often ler lurhs ):

it worries me ):

Went sch ,
Had lessons.
Had science test.
So gonna fail uhs -.-
Went Wayne's house t get teenage :D
& we patched last night ;x

boyf ,

i'm sorry for not meeting you today.

you knw why uhs ;x

i'm sorry for being like tht toos.

i've been like tht since small , i don't know why either.

for once , i felt being loved & treasured by you.

real loved & treasured ;x

i realised ,

when i read my smses back today ,

i smiled. for once. deep down. ;x

silly , i love you. i really really do.

silly , i miss you ):

I'm sorry tht i'm letting go.
You may or may not see this.
But i'm gonna type every lil thing tht i wanna tell you here.
i'm sorry for all th nonsense tht i've done.
i'm sorry for making such retarded comments.
i'm sorry for all tht i've done in this relationship.
you wanna knw why i've been tht way yesterday?
just cause i've got jealoused & eff-ing lost my concious.
i've chose to lose you for tht.
i'm sorry but..
i need a guy who will make me smile whenever things happened not make me cry & leave me there alone.
this might be my last time.
i love you , AlanLimAnLu .
if you want tht letter of 184 sets of iloveyous & all th stuffs tht i did while thinking about you.
tell me , i'll pass it over to you.
i'm sorry but i'm letting go.
i've once told myself tht i won't patch back w anyone of my boyf.
i've fell deep in love tht i just can't bear t leave you.
yet , i'm tired of crying alr.
i hate it when my boyfriends tell me they hate crybabies.
i hate it when my boyfriends leave me alone & tell me they're angry.
you never knew.
i'm sorry ,
you don't know me.
you never knew i've quitted smoking.
you never knew i've been creating trouble in school.
you never knew i've been sleeping in class.
you never knew i've been failing my papers & not giving a damn abt it at all.
you never knew i've been changing cause i knw th world's ending.
you never knew th real me , tht someone.
maybe to you , i'm just some lil girl who's gonna crycrycry.
i'm sorry , no. [:
i'm treasuring th time tht's left.
cause since small ,
i don't know why. but i've been telling myself.
once i step into working society ,
i'll end my life.
i don't get why either -.-
i'm sorry but goodbye love.
take cares ;
you'll find someone better than me.

i don't cry cause i'm letting go.

i smile cause at least i knw i'm given a chance to love
someone like you.

love ,
i know i love you.
but i'm just tht afraid tht i might lose you again.
so much so tht i don't dare t take up this challenge anymore.

will you even appreciate it?
184 sets of iloveyous.
words left untold.
only Wayne knows what i meant :D

in all kinds of order ;x
lazy t arrange ;x
pictures will tell you what i've been doing ;x
SMILE BABES :D
& now , XINRU & WAYNE HAS MY LOVE LETTER.
WHO WANTS~!
LOLLLLLLLL. ;x
KAY ,
BYE :D
SMILEBABYSMILE! :D

silly ,

i love you.

take care of yourself & don't drink too much ler.

i'm sorry for today & yesterday. ):

cheer up alrights.

Since you said its too late ,
then be it.
i'm tired of trying when you're putting th blame on me when you yourself didn't tell me anything abt you being sick.
since you've given up on this ,
i'm letting go.

Suwanie came over my house ,
prepared & stuffs & went for lunch.
took bus t plaza sing then walked t cathay.
things happened & stuffs.
cried at cathay.
thanks girl for wiping my tears off.
met xiangwei[?] & off t bugis while waiting for qizhi -.-"
crapped like crazy , emoed like nobody's business.
not like he cared -.-
bought stuffs & left.
took green line home.
rushed home & stuffs.
how i wish i could be out there right now ,
under th rain ,
just hoping tht you'll give a damn about me ,
but i guess ,
you never will , will you ?
i'm crying cause of you.
do you even knw?
you didn't even notice th tone change in me don't you?
if reading my thoughts makes you dulan,
then be it & don't read it.
you literally broke my heart when you told me you read what i posted & got dulaned.
i'm disappointed uhs.
you said whatever i wanna tell you just post it here.
fine , i did it & you got dulaned.
then what if i ever tell you straight in th face?
give me a slap & say goodbye?
this is me , if you can't accept me for who i am then be it.
you'll probably get dulaned all over again.
then be it ,
you've always been dulaned w me everyday.
i really don't get what have i done wrong.
even if i off my phone now ,
will you even notice?
will you just tell me tht you're being w me cause you love me & not cause you don't want me t cry.
you're always using break t threaten me aren't you?
you've always been telling me abt breakbreakbreak.
i knw , th more you say , th more i'm gonna breakdown into pieces.
you're th one & only whom i cried in public for.
i've never wanted t interfere your life w your brothers.
you told me your life's meaningless.
tht only tells me , w me , its also meaningless.
now you knw why i still can't convince myself tht you love me already.
we're quarrelling nearly everyday.
i'm so tired.
so tired of my tears.
ahs , neverminds.
whatever i say will only make you angry.
be it.
i'm tired of trying t make you pleased w me.
i'll be me & i'm not gonna withstand my attitude anymore.
if you love me , accept me for who i am.
everything left unseen.
i don't wanna remember.
all tht i wanna remember its all our happy moments.

[/removed.]

i don't wanna remember all those bad times.

all tht i can say is , i love you.

I LOVE ALAN LIM AN LU.

Ahhhhhhhhhh.
WAYNE ,
THT FLYING KISS WAS FOR YOU.
NOT FOR ME UHS!
School's boring.
Tomorrow's friday :D
POOLPOOLPOOL~! :D
Saturday EASTCOAST w WAYNE :D
YAYYYYYYYYYYY :D
Gonna be tired :D
Weets , plastic surgery looks interesting though ;x
LIPOSUCTION.
LOLLLLLLLLLLL! :x

Boyf ,

at times ,

i really really don't knw if you love me or not.

i don't knw why but i just feel tht i might just be your ex's substitute.

i may not be your tht kind of wonderful girl ,

but i'm trying my best t be.

& will you just hold your temper against me?

& give me more time t reply your smses ?

Afterall , i'm in school studying.

I've promised you t study hard.

I'm trying t so will you just try t wait longer for my reply?

Please darling.

i love you. [:

Smelly boyf's taking his bathe now.
Gah , i'm bored.
Had assembly ,
a play by HPB about smoking ;x
Didn't find it interesting at all though.
Had a survey t do after th whole play.
Thts th suay-ness of register no.1 -.-
Ahhhhhhhh.
I'm hungry ):
Waiting for daddy t buy me my dinner.
Mummy's working ot today -.-
Gonna do homework later.
Boyf's gonna dota again right~
Ahhhhhhhh ,
i'm tired ):
& HUNGRY ):
i want fooooooooood.
& Wayne's crazy :D
Smile girl , i love you :D

Within these few days ,

i tried t convince myself tht you love me.

I really don't know if its true anot.

to me , your ' hate you ' seems easier t believe.

I don't knw whats true.

Boyf ,

i knw you'll read this -.-"

LOL :X

Silly , i love you :D

ARGHS.

DOTA SUCKS.

boyf stealer ):
it stole my boyf once again -.-

i seemed invisible t you when you're playing dota.

tht feeling sucks.

you didn't even bother t say goodnight when i hanged.

zz.

Ahhhhhhh.
I'm gonna be late for school soon. -.-
Oh well , promised KaiYi tht i'll blog BUT.
i've forgot totally about it yesterday ;x
so here i am blogging now.
I'm starting t love myself more -.-"
LOLLLLLL ;x
i wanna cut my hair ):
BUT , i like my hair ):
Give me suggestions alright.
Talking about school & hair ,
I've been buning & letting down my hair =.=
CHESTER SCOLDED ME ACT CUTE -'-
Neverminds , i'll be kind ;x
thts th only way t keep tht big mouth shut uhs -.-
Crazy form teacher =.=
Siva's gone. POOFS!
& i got my lovely phone alr :D
But didn't get th smexy red ):
Singtel - WHOS LOGO'S IN RED - doesn't have red -.-
FUNNY RIGHT!
LOLS ;x
Oh well , daddy say i can change my phone in only.. 1 year's time ? -.-
Its not tht i don't like th phone lurh.
I want my smexy red phoneeeezxzxzxzx.
Stupid daddy -.-
Neverminds , i have my red lil monster t pei me though :D
& SOMEONE TELL ME WHATS SMALL , HARD & RED =.="
& t Wayne , it costs a bomb in her pocket. =.=
LOLLLL. ;x
gtg alr :D
School's on !
another day for sleeping.
SAD UHHHHHH ):
AlanLim , i love you :D
& tell me how you found my blog ;x

but do you?

Pool-ed , Para-ed w Suwanie ytd -.-"
There's a video ;x
I'll try t get from her & post it up ;x
SOOOOOOOOO funnehhh ;x
thts all i guess [:

TAGSREPLY

ALAMAK.
My blog doesn't wanna load my tagboard for me -.-
I'll reply it next time bah ;x

& TO REBEKAH / LYRE / KELEE. -iLOVE-xKELE
I DON'T CARE IF YOU REMOVE ME FROM YOUR BLOG :D
FOR YOUR INFO.
I've never seem t liked your actions before [:
Thanks for removing me from your blog :D
It makes me sick t see your BUYAOLIAN-NESS.
LOLS.
i rmb this part where you wrote.
' i find myself cute& chio thanks to some people. '
LOLLLLL.
IT MADE ME LAUGH MY ASS OFF PLEASE :D
Don't ask people t come disturb me kays :D
You're not any better.
Tried t make friends w my friends.
LOL.
NICE JOKE BODOH.
TH BLOODY THREETIMER :D
HOPE YOU GET KICKED DOWN TH OCEAN ONE DAY :D