A man goes to the doctors and says, “Doctor, I’ve got this problem, only you’ve got to promise not to laugh.”

The doctor replies, “Of course I won’t laugh, that would be thoroughly unprofessional. In over 20 years of being a doctor I’ve never laughed at a patient.” “OK then,” says the man, and he drops his trousers.

The doctor is greeted by the sight of the tiniest penis he has ever seen in his life. Unable to control himself, he falls about laughing on the floor. Ten minutes later he is able to struggle up to his feet and wipe the tears from his eyes. “I’m so sorry,” he says to the patient, “I don’t know what came over me. I won’t let it happen again. Now what seems to be the problem?” The man looks up at the doctor sadly and says, “It’s swollen.”

DIRTY JOKES !
& i'm bored ):
someone entertain me please ):

I've removed my extensions.
Hais.
I'm bored ):

& i realise ,
i'm high when i'm tired.
only when i'm dead tired then i show my attitude.
i don't know whats wrong.
but i'm yawning while i'm high-ing.

I'm home :D
& I CAN'T BELIEVE I ONLY SLEPT FOR LIKE... 11plus till now? -.-"
Slept two hours @ Suwanie's house while she was preparing.
pray hard tht this isn't a long post -.-

Yesterday .
Met Suwanie at Harbourfront walked around & started smsing people to come out but nobody duhs -.-"
All th boxim kias ;x
We went over to dhoby to find her* present but found none.
Walked over to The Cathay.
Went adidas & play this stupid thing ;x
Suwanie bullied me alrights until i pek chek i took th ball & roll ):
Jeremiah came.
Walked around for her* present -.-
THE CATHAY GOT NOTHING DER LORHS ):
I wonder why they build tht stupid thing for -.-
Not as if ps got no cinema -.-
Then went up this stupid place to Cathay residence.
Saw th security guard & ran down ;x
Then saw Steven & Isaac[?]
Went th arcade outside bunk.
They play , we sat on th stairs outside -.-"
Went inside bunk ,
Nobody i know was there ):
& Yesterday when i went bunk ,
i only saw ONE person playing audi ;x
& tht person looks as if he's in his 5os -.-"
Cause he was starting to bald :X
Then took 36 w Suwanie & Steven down to airporttttt.
Went t3 had popeyes chicken.
Hate their mash & their biscuit -eww-ed- ;x
Their chicken was nicer than kfc ;x
Suwanie didn't get to see her 0000 plane ;x
QiZhi came.
Went to take th last bus after tht.
We took 858 back to woodlands.
& Steven doesn't wanna follow us ):
So he took 27 home.
Went causeway then walked to th coffeeshop nearby.
I had ice milo while QiZhi have his beehoon & milo -.-
After tht , cab over to Alvin's house downstairs.
Waited for him to come down.
Me & Suwanie saw somethings.
After Alvin came down , Suwanie opened her present ;x
Soooooo funny lurhs ;x
She started opening th first layer , she already complain like !#!@#
Then after she open ,
She say ' YOU MAKE ME OPEN SO MUCH FOR THIS THING! ' -.-"
Then after tht she just can't stop hugging it -.-"
Walk to her house.
View people's friendster.
Tsk , Alvin keep say girls buang -.-
CMI lurh you ;x
Went view all th funnyfunny videos ;x
Was laughing laughing & laughing -.-
THEN TH DAY TURN BRIGHT.

TODAY
WALKED to Admiralty.
QiZhi went off.
Had breakfast.
Alvin wanted to come but went to meet his friends at th other coffeeshop i think.
Cab back to Suwanie's house.
& I FELL ASLEEP -.-
Then went to take bus w my gong dai face -.-
Took bus home.
Suwanie went off as she was late alr.
She'll probably come over next time for her earpiece bahs.
Who knows [:
thts all ler :D
BYE PEOPLE :D
& TAG ME ~
I knw i got lots of visitors YET nobody tags ):
Awwww.
LOVE YOU GUYS & I HATE NELSON.
CAUSE NELSON DOESN'T WANNA CALL ME & JEREMIAH ONLY REPLY MY SMS WHEN I CALL HIM HANDSOME.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
oh yea , some stupid pictures :D

FUCK , I'M HAVING ELEPHANT EAR ]:
THT TOOOOOOT PIERCING IS SWOLLEN ]:

highlights on yesterday :D
- saw zHu & huimin :D
- went drinking w Suwanie.
thanks chester for helping ;x
& you look -toot- bengish please ]:

today.
- went to th library then gifts & greetings.
thanks auntie for th no money ezlink [:
ni de hao yi , wo xin ling ler [:
- went to amk hub w suwanie.
~met her mum.
~met steven ;x
- went to slack @ idk where -.-
- stoned there.
- left out & walked off.
- went home :D

& STEVEN'S DIRTY ;x
tsktsk.
alittle weird pictures -.-
i MIGHT upload later =.=
sucksucksuck.

i don't need tht guy [:
i'm open up alr [:
i've lived th 13 years down th road w/o him ,
so why do i need him ? ._.
i realise.. i'm always being stupid -.-"
thank God i'm not tht foolish this time ;x

& YES ,
I SAW ALDRIC & JASMIN HOLDING HANDS AT CAUSEWAY POINT ;x

& I WON'T BE HOME TOMORROW :D
SO MISS ME BABES :D
excluding those people whos screaming at my blog alrights [:
& yes , i've never said i'm pretty , i've never said i'm cool.
so get your pathetic head straight alrights [:

& I LOVE MY BITCHES ;x
~ Suwanie Tan
- four years still counting on alrights ! :D
~ Wayne Cheng Yee Ning
- my mad partner ;x
~Tan Yuan Yu
- th one who's always there to smile at me [:

where's my JESSLINNNNNN~
GIRL I MISS YOU ! ):

anything just contact me through my phone :D
i'll be available :D
& i'm looking forward to 6c gathering :D

God ,

i just realised how much i love this bitch ;x

she's always there for me whenever i need someone.

she wiped off my tears last night ((((:

how much we joke together ,

how much we laugh together ,

how much we cried together ,

how much we spend together ,

4 years already & till now then i knw how much i love you ):

even though we always say we hate each other ,

but still we had all th fun tht nobody else could give.

even though we're getting busy in life,

but i realise.. you've never forgotten abt me.

& you'll always be part of my life :D

went out w wayne today [:

She did her extensions but look so _____ ;x

& yes , tht girl there [:

i don't care how much you're gonna say abt me.

but i can't tolerate people who scold my friends for no reasons -.-

i don't know whats wrong w you but if you wanna mess w my friend ,

i'll mess w you.

& tht f-ed guy ,

curse me for all i care.

cause i believe in retribution.

may your this relationship end soon [:

http://www.samuelgoh.net/love/ai_ni_shi_ge_cuo_v1_v1.htm

this video is like..

damn sad lurhs ]:

its in chinese..

so yea.. [:

“ 天 下 最 遙 遠 的 距 離 ,是 我 站 在 你 面 前 而 , 你 不 知 道 我 愛 你 ”

read through th smses you sent yesterday just now..

& realised.. you're already wanting to dump me from th start.

since you want to , why even bother telling me you love me?

why even bother asking me abt being tgt ?

why even bother asking me if we'll be happy even if we're tgt yesterday night?

finally i know..

i've fallen in love w someone who always wanted to dump me from th start.

whywhywhy ,

why am i so foolish ,

why am i so dumb ,

why am i so stubborn.

arghs , i wanna hate you.

tell me why.

& NOW I KNW WHY THT F-ED GUY HAS A GIRLF ;x

th girl is like ._______.

i got no comments -.-"

Steven asked to me update ]:
HE ASK ME TO SAY.
STEVEN ACCOMPANIED ME TILL THT F-ED GUY WENT OFFLINE -.-
may God bless all flirts die :D :D :D
& NELSON HAS A PORNO DP ;x
i'm getting attituded for idk wtf reason do i have.
had fun w Suwanie at vivo today.
oh well , i emo-ed alittle.
just let me be bahs.

& if you're gonna punch th wall or whatsoever ,

i'll rather you punch my face.

if punching something can let you relieve your stress ,

i don't care if you're sending me to th hospital after your punches or not.

i rather let you punch.

treat me like your enemy alrights..

probably.. thts all tht i can do for you.

& STEVEN FAILED AS A MOTIVATIONAL SPEAKER ! :D

I seriously don't know what can i say if i were to update FASTER than Steven -.-"
Oh well ,
Today isn't great.
I've cried for idk how many alien times ]:
I'm so worn out ]:
Godddddd~
I'll be meeting Suwanie tomorrow at 11 ! ]:
I'll sleep at tht salon tomorrow bahs ;x
I hope Suwanie get asked ' your friend not cutting hair uh? ' AGAINagain&AGAIN :D
AHAHAHA ;x
I wonder which idiot will send at 11.59pm to be th last birthday wish of a person's birthday ._.
I KNW WHO ! ME LORHS ]:
Steven's update is like soooooooooooooozxzxzxzxzxzx slow ]:
TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.
Suwanie removed QIYIN ROCKS at her blog ]:
awwwwwwwwww ]:
I love Wayne :D
I don't love Suwanie ;x
Oh yea , things went well for me & nelson alr :D
Kor & mei or friends?
You decide ;x
Samuel'daddie isn't happy w me i guess ]:
daddie , its been so long since you contact me alrights.
& what does it take to believe you ._.
Oh well ,
Overall was..not veh good ]:
Tomorrow TODAY will be a better day :D
明天会更好 ! :D
JIAYOUS :D
I'm sooo gonna smile no matter what happens [:
& Wayne , i love you ;x
& Nelson , i'll get it back & FIX YOUR PHONE ]:
& Steven , you're slow , if i were to cook you , probably you're well-cooked alr ._.
& Hols are here :D

& Steven's finally done at 1.48am -.-"

Outside it seems so heartwarming ,
Inside it seems so heartbreaking .
Whats so nice abt my family?
Fun ? i created it.
Laughter ? i made it.
Smiles ? i brought it.
Love ? i'm giving it.
What i get in return?
Scoldings , Naggings.
I respected you two as my parents thts why i kept quiet & said nothing.
I've tried my best..
You two doesn't agree?
Thts YOUR business.
I'm sure mummy's results isn't better than mine.
I'm sure daddy's results....... nah , he doesn't have.
Daddy dropped out of school in sec one within 3 months.
YET , what rights does he have to comment abt me?
I didn't fight , I didn't get into trouble , I didn't mess w my teachers.
I'm controlling myself.
I just hate studying.
But at least.. i'm trying to pass all of them.
I pass , you're not happy.
I brought myself out of F9s , you're angry w me.
What else?
I read my storybooks , you ask me not to read.
What th hell you wanna squeeze out from me?
Till one day tht i wanna commit suicide right?
You're afraid tht korkor will ,
You sure i won't ?
I've cut myself so many bloody times , did you even realise?
I told you i play till i accidentally cut myself & you believed.
Korkor doesn't spend time w you , you complain.
I spend time w you & doesn't score well , you also complain.
What you want?
Probably i'll go back to church & tell you i'm a christian so tht you'll be so glad tht i'm not gonna mess w you again?
I've got out of relationship & now you wanna stress an ass out of me?
You sure korkor didn't scored average?
HAHAHA What a joke.
YESYES , HE SCORED ALL TH F-ING As & Bs.
HELL YEAHHH~ I remembered seeing it ONCE.
& He bloody hell failed his english tht time.
You said nothing even though it was EOY.
Its th same thing.
I add in more effort in tht subject , there's comfirm a drop in other subject.
If i ever were to ask you to study my paper ,
Will you even understand a fyking bit abt it?
I doubt you understand [:
Yes , you see your daughter strong everytime.
But have you even see her breakdown in her own room ?
The way i cried , nobody sees it.
The way i cut , nobody notice it.
The way i smile , nobody realise tht its different.
I'm so sick & tired.
I don't wanna get home before 9pm anymore.
I'll hide in my auntie house bahs..
So sick & tired of everything & anything.
I miss tht guy ,
I miss my friends ,
I miss my innocence ,
I miss my gong-ness ,
I miss my laughters ,
I miss my smiles ,
I miss my used-to-be ,
I miss my everything.
But who understands me?
I need tht guy ,
I need th family love ,
I need my friends' love ,
I need my used-to-be ,
I need my happy-go-lucky self ,
I need my PILLAR OF STRENGTH
when will you talk to me again?
i miss you..
I need my peaceful-ness ,
I need everything.
But what will be in my hands once again?
How i wish i can strong..
How i wish people will recognise me for my efforts..

How i wish you'll kiss me like there's no tomorrow again..

How i wish you'll whisper ' i love you ' in my ears again..

How i wish you'll hug me tight again..

How i wish you'll hold me wherever i go again..

How i wish you'll sing me songs again..

How i wish you'll be mine once again..

How i wish you'll trap me like i'll be trapped forever again..

How i wish you'll hold me in your arms again..

How i wish i'll be someone else..

So many 'How i wish ' but which one will actually come true?

I bet.. none.

& , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEREMIAH DING LIAN KOK.

You're older today alr.

Don't get over stressed.

& yes , i understand why you're doing it.

I'll just.. let go bahs..

I'll cheer up & thanks for being there for me.

I'll always be there for you too alrights [:

Smiles & enjoy your day w your friends [:

& Nelson..

Will you everever talk to me again?

You knw you're my pillar of strength.

You're my best listening ear.

After you left..

I'm down..

I've lost my ' i'll stand strong no matter what '

Will you be my best kor once again..?

Hais..

All th shits ]:
I've finally got my ear pierced high up :D
one hole only ]:
But IT HURTS LIKE HELL ALRIGHTS -.-
Wayne says tht shes hurt for me o_o
SEE! SHE LOVE ME DOESN'T SHE? ;X
& Yes , i got good news :D
I still got my freedom :D
I was shocked when i received it ;x
& I'm proud to invent a new word.
PUSSYSHITS ! :D
talked my heart out to Wayne :D
tht siaocharbor's always my love alrights ;x
manymanymany things happened today.

if there's still time ,

why thr's this guess of whens th end of world.

how i wish i could take back all tht i've said last night.

at least.. i can still be in your arms.

its too late..

no point regretting..

whats done is done.

if i had th choice to choose again ,

i'll rather cry it out t myself..

at least i know theres still a shoulder tht i can lean on.

boy.. i need you.. i reallyreally do.

All th shits i'm going through..
Who understands?
I'll still smile no matter what happens.
Th one & only whom i stay up for.. its YOU.
Just for tht little call of yours ,
i'm sacrificing my bedtime.
I don't know why..
But somehow.. i know i can sacrifice nearly everything for you.

My boyf doesn't have time for me ):

He doesn't even have th time to call me at night ):

I know its damn hard for me to fall asleep w/o hearing his voice. ):

Boy , will you just give me a call every night ? ):

I miss you..

Will i ever turn into a burden to him ? ):

I don't know how much i need you alr.

Somehow you're stucked up on my head.

Boy.. i miss you..

i really really do.

baby , will you just spend a few minutes talking to me at night?

please.

Hahs !
Someone stole my boyf just now ]:
Wheres my dumbasssss ]:
BOOOOOOOOO ]:
Nadia nearly cried when she scolded us today ]:

Sistership.. Forever?
I tried my best to be there for you whenever you needed me.
Yet.. I'm always forgotten.
Hahas ,
Sisters?
What a joke.
Everybody has drifted apart.
OR should i say.. Who even gave th damn to maintain this sistership?
tht day i saw you ,
you told me.. you wanna ask ______ to come scold me.
& from then on , secondary school friends are much more important than me..
your so-called-sister ?
i doubt you treat me as one.
Yes , i know i lied to you abt me having a boyf.
But hey , th way you felt , is less than what i've felt.
I doubt you even treat me like a friend.
How difficult it is to be left out everyday in life..
You'll never understand.
You've left..
Who's there for me now?
& i'm sorry..
i don't need sisters like you.
Sick & tired of being left out.

somehow..
i'm staying up late , falling asleep in class cause of you.
i'm realreal physically tired nowadays..
i'm falling sick ]:

Alittle emo yesterday night ]:
But i'm alright already :D
Had difficulty sleeping last night.
Was sneezing all th way ;x
Oh well , i'm ready for school ! :D

MY BLOG'S HALF-DEAD [:
it'll probably be dead during June hols.
Daddy's so gonna move everything out of th room .
no freedom & stuffs bahs ]:

i only knw how to cry when things happen bahs.

especially when you get angry ):

i don't knw why.

but at least , you'll cheer me up :D

thanks baby :D

how cute can you be ;x

♥ JeremiahDing's MINE :P

Adam Khoo's talk was fun :D
Wayne ain't there ]:
Just hope another workshop will come again :D
Nearly all results are back.
Failed badly but still..
I GOT OUT OF MY FYKING F9 OF HISTORY ALRIGHTS :D
so damn happy abt it ;x
Just hope i can pass th rest ]:
I'll be doing maths ltr.
Boyf , are you gonna accompany me? ]:
Mummy's throwing me at home tomorrow ]:
She got some eff-ing happy hour crap ]:
Whos gonna accompany me tomorrow?
Or should i just stay home & Sleep ? ]:
Dudeeeeeeeee~

Baby ,

take good care of yourself alrights.

you're always not feeling well ]:

just tell me when you're not feeling well ,

i won't ask you to accompany alrights :D

Go & have some sleep bahs :D

I've updated my blog alr [:

GOGOGO :D

HAHAHAHA.
A flirt cursing me?
Wtf [:
I'm so sorry boy.
You're not th type whom i care if you curse me or whatsoever.
You told me you liked me , THANK GOD I DIDN'T BOTHER ;x
Hello lurhs , th world's so small .
I'm not stupid.
I know you love everybody.
BULLSHIT-ER :D
I doubt you got th guts to come tell me you're cursing me [:
What an unlucky guy ? :D
Hello ,
He's my dumbass ?
Mind your own business lurhs?
I'm afraid tht i've never had interest in you lurhs.
Just leave me alone .
Its none of YOUR business :D
Get out of my life :D
So what if you curse ,
like it'll happen -.-"
Goodbye sucker :D
& i love JeremiahDing ;x

Just reached home aft my interview.
I'm bloody down w a headache & slight fever.
Wth.
I'm going off to sleep soon.
Dumbass' sleeping.
Flunk my results ]:
TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT~
neverminds , i'll do all th work to try to pull my CA up alittle which is close to impossible lorhs.
So tired nowadays ]:
All th shits & stuffs ,
I'm gonna wake up at 2 [ probably] to do my work.
ARGHS.
I'm going to sleep .
So tired ]:

& Dumbass ,
don't get over stressed.
rest well & take cares.
i love you [:

i love tht dumbass ;x

its updated alr :P

For th first time of my life ,
i teared for someone like you.
Its up to you to believe me or not.
I meant every single word tht i've said.

I got drunk on saturday w belle ]:
& i didn't knw i was tht unglam please ;x
& I SO DIDN'T SHOUT/ASK THT -.-"
If i ever get th pictures { which i hope i won't } i'll post ohkay ._.
damn unglam ]:
its ok , i'll edit before i upload ._.
refer to HERE for th whole story ;x
& I LOVE ISABELLE & WE KISSED :D
Jeremiah's gonna sing :D
& Don't scold her lurhs ]:
She's mine bodoh D;

& Wayne cheer up alrights :D
i knw you won't listen to me but hey , give it a try girl?
i'm like tht cause of things which happened [:
I smile cause i want th things to go away [:
i laugh cause i'm afraid i can't have a reason to cry [:
i cry cause i knw its time for me to let go of it [:
i'm alright , so you must too alrights [:
look at your list of friends.
so many people are there to be mad tgt w you.
wanna see mine?
i doubt.. th number is more than 5.
its never too late to treasure them now.

& Jeremiah ,
I DON'T WANNA GO OCH ]:
& i need to reach home at 11 :P
i'm a good girl :D

I'm lazy to do th talking D;
As people said.. Pictures paints a thousand words..
Let them talk today :D
& What Happens In Vegas is damn nice ;x
Worth watching :D
Meeting lesbo & belle tomorrow :D
I wanna watch over her dead body ]:
Who Wanna Watch w me ? :D
If You Gys wnna knw what happened ,
view http://www.missing-jigsaw.blogspot.com/:D

I Laugh , I Smile , I Joke , I Scold .
But who truly knows how i'm feeling inside?
Whos the one who truly understands me?

& Girl , { i won't name you. [ th one i sms-ed ]
She showed attitude to me ,
Th feeling i had..
YET you still can tell me ' crazywoman ma :D'
Then what if i show you attitude?
Tell her all abt it?
Stand in my shoes girl..
A 'strong' girl getting attitudes from her friends.
Do you even knw how hard is it to accept it & don't breakdown?
Can't you just.. at least ask me to cheer up ?
Do you knw how much i don't wanna go alr anot?
Th type of feelings i'm having.
How tough is it to smile ?
I'm tired of all these craps....
Real Real Tired..
But Who Truly Understands Me ?


& Girl , { i won't name you either.
You walked away & expected us to go after you ?
Do you knw how many times i felt like walking away & going home?
Do you even knw how many times i nearly cried today but i still chose to hang on to my tears ?
I chose to smile but when i boarded th bus , i teared.
I wiped it off , i don't wanna cry anymore.
& Do you even know hw tired i am ?
Yes , i can smile smile smile.
I didn't know..
There's anytime in my life..
Tht i can fall asleep on a bus ride home.
& it was just a 2oplus minutes bus ride home.
& Th moment i lie on my bed , i teared & fell asleep ?
I've NEVER teared while falling asleep.
Or should i say , i can never sleep with my face wet.
How tired i am alr , yet can't you give me some enjoyable moments?
You walked around & walk away even when they're looking at stuffs..
So you expected us to go after you , didn't you ?
I'm not a strong person.
I'm not like Afiq or Sharifah[?] .
I'm not those who can smile & laugh no matter what happens.
I need rest.
You got people to care about you when you cry ,
Me? Nobody [:
At least , whenever you cry , there's someone whos talking to you.
Me? Nobody [:
Yes , you can say i may have samuel'daddie.
But.. You sure he understands me?
I'll tell you no [:
& Where is he now?
I don't get his reply anymore [:
All that he tells me is clear my mind & not to think too much.
To me , there's only one person whom knows me well.
He left. I've lost my strength.
Who am i now? i don't know.

& Grace [Chow] ,
Thanks for hearing me out.
Remember , don't say out uhs [:
& I'm sure ,
Nobody understand me like he does.

& NELSON TAN ,
WILL YOU JUST STOP AVOIDING ME?

Met JunJie'daddie ytd :D

had lots of fun.

cut-ed him lots of times when tickling him.

sorry daddie.

auntie house today.

thts all.

goodnight.

& Samuel'daddie ,

thanks for being there for me whenever i need you [:

i love you :D

overdue-d pictures above :D

meeting lesbo & belle this saturday :D

sentosa tomorrow :D

I'm sorry for my attitude.
I'm really really really..................
you guys should knw..
i'm really really tired of crying alr.

& boy ,

do you even knw how i felt when you asked me to shoo ?

i shoo-ed.

i wish i had ways t cheer you up .

i failed.. for th first time , i felt so restless.

idk what to do.

all i'm doing is..

sit there & let my tears flow.

there's no way i can stop it.

when its night , it'll flow.

she told me about you ,

i bit my cheeks in order to stop my tears.

you don't expect me t bite my cheeks every single night bahs..

can you just tell me what i can do?

don't tell me stop crying or whatsoever.

i knw it well , if i can control it , i won't be crying anymore.

will you just tell me..

how much do i need you & how much do you need me

& wake me up.

a random topic here :D

Big boys wears underwear or boxers? :D

you can give me your answer in my tagboard or even msn :X

& Jasper's a pervert :D
& he claims tht he has bigbigbig elephant trunk thts why he wears underwear even though he thinks tht its boxers & he says he wears underwear cause its much more sexy tht way.
SUCKERRRRR ;X
what a pervert :X

how hurt i am yet you still want me to leave you alone.

i will , i really will.

all tht i can do now is go crazy.

it hurt too much tht i don't wanna face it anymore.

boy , i love you , i really really do.

sorry if i go overboard.

i'm too afraid tht i can't take this anymore.

just let me be as crazy as i can.

One Shot & I'm Gone.

i wanna leave ,

can i just leave like tht ?

I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say

[Chorus]
Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

[Chorus]

I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'
I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyeee-eeee-eeees
Ooooh, ooooh
Get out

[Chorus x2]

Get out (leave)
You and me
It's too late (too late)
You ohh
Bout her (who, why)
You said that you would treat me right (noooo)
but it was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Ohhhh oh oh oh hoh oh

it meant everything for YOU [:
time take a rest from relationships [:

i'll face my real self soon.
tired of my fake-self.

Can anyone believe tht i cried while reading a book -.-"
& its like..
th book is filled with rubbish & not touching stuffs? -.-
& i'm not emo alrights :D
You people should knw how i am [:
Belle & Meichuan , i'm sooo gonna meet you two soon :D
& i want my breezers ;x
OH WELL , I LOVE MYSELF :D
i shall not emo over guys anymore [:
they're not worth ;x

i got chased out of th toilet by my dad ]:
My bagggggggggg ~
Oh well ,
i HOPE my bag will be white after so much cleaning which eventually made me turn into an auntie with stupid ugly hands [:
after scrubing sooooo long ,
my hands are hurting damn lots now.
DAMN IT.
Oh well , left a few more papers to go :D
GAMBATEH NEHS ! :D

& BELLE'S A CRAPPER :X
SHES TH ONE WHO WANTED MR.DAVIN BAY:X

Aft papers ,
Went admiralty had lunch & went cwp.
Went to library & home-d
Before going home ,
WAYNE MADE A FOOL OUT OF HERSELF :P
WO BU YAO WO BU YAO ~
& people ,
its tokyo or hiroshima which got bombed during ww2?
HIROSHIMA RIGHT !
Wayne wrote tokyo & she still thinks tht its correct -.-
Oh well ,
before th paper , i've alr flunk my mood alr.
but guys , i WILL smile no matter what [:
Th only way for me to forget is to stay hyper & laugh for no reasons.
At least.. i won't cry like tht..
Wayne ,
i meant what i say at th library [:
Don't ask me what happened.
Don't ask me whats wrong with me if i breakdown anytime.
& Don't remind me abt hows me & him.
I'm not in good mood.
I'll give no tolerance.
Ask KaiYi & you'll knw what happened [:

So what if i do ?

He doesn't anymore [:

& papa ,

stop giving me false hopes will you ?

promise me to get me wuguis & now ?

finding excuses saying tht my room is messy thts why not gonna buy for me?

I'm so SICK & TIRED of your promises alr.

It NEVER come true.

Ytd was 5 ,

Today's 3 ,

Tomorrow? 1 ?

Sunday ? not buying ?

Results Results Results.

Then what abt primary 3's 96 ?

what i get in return ?

' wei shen me zhe me bu xiao xin ? '

' ni ke yi na yi bai fen de '

can't you say once ,

i can do better next time to encourage me?

i know.. it'll never happen.

So sick & tired of this place , this house , this room.

Sometimes i wanna get some fresh air..

Sick & tired of you.
Stop acting close will you?
do you even knw how i felt aft tht brk up?
if you don't , just shut up .

Internet was down last night ]:
Boringggzxzxzxzxzxzxz.
Slept early instead.
Maths Paper 1 & Geog today ]:
w/o him , can i still concentrate on th paper?
i doubt so [:
Will you be thr for me like what you said?
& LTH is living in his own world again -.-
& I LOVE SAMUEL'DADDIE & DADDY :D
Samuel'daddie for being thr to cheer me up even though he doesn't knw what happened -.-
& DADDY FOR PROMISING ME 5 WUGUIS IF MY ROOM IS NEAT FOR 1 WEEK.
LOLOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL :X

Somehow ,

My heart is still clinging onto you.

How much pain , i don't knw anymore.

All i knw is.. it hurts me to smile.

its been a long time since i've clinged onto someone.

Still remembering how th times was.

Will you , Will you ,

Just talk to me?

Just a simple request.

Is it tht hard?

Arghs , neverminds.

You won't read this anyway.

I LOVE BELLE :D
thanks for hearing me out. [:

you got me so hypnotized ♥

& bastard ,

you won't hurt me deep down [:

cause i controlled my feelings for you.

i knew this would happened [:

Boringgggggggggg.
Time to have some fun dudes :D
anybody wanna go out today?
i'm bored ]:
OHYEAAAAAAA~
i'm alright alr :D
its hard to see me emo over guys alr alrights ;x
oh well ,
I LOVE JESSLIN :D
I LOVE WAYNE :D
I LOVE YUANYU :D
I LOVE SUWANIE :D

boy ,

do you even love me?

i doubt so [: