Pure Disappointment in YOU.
Go get tht girl bahs.
She loves you.
Don't you love her too ?
& hello ,
GanLaopo & GanLaogong ,
there isn't a MUST for you to say i love you & muacks [:
Might as well call each other laogong & laopo .
It'll be better [:

She's there for you every now & then.
Talking to her makes me smile.
At least i knw she cares abt me.
She says tht i'm dumb.
But there's nothing to say tht i'm smart.
Because of you .
I chose t be dumb.
I don't know what to do anymore.

What abt you ?

Life is everything & nothing .
The wonderful & the terrible .
The beginning & the end .

boy ,
where'd you go ?
i miss you so.

i'm going crazy alr :D

MR. TAN WEI YANG.
Hello lurhs ?
its YOUR relationship problem .
what does it have to do with me?
If you give her th sense of security of love , she won't do anything & trust tht you love her what.
Its your actions & attitude which causes all these.
I heard tht you caps-ed her?
So... people caps you cannot lurhs? You caps people can lurhs?
boy , love isn't easy.
Its not tht i wanna say you or not.
I can talk to you nicely.
But whos th one who come huan lo first?
I'm alr veh good tht i didn't scold you in th face.
Yes , it MIGHT be my fault .
But hello ? What happened can never disappear.
One day she'll still find out & by th time you sure she won't be hurt?
I can talk to you nicely. Its abt you want or not.
Your attitude kills.
Your character sucks.
Wake up alrights.
I won't lose my friends .
Cause those whom i lose , is those i don't even think tht they're my friends.
I treat you as one before.
You know my character.
My tai ji , you huan lo , i scold.
I'm like tht to everyone including my boyfriend.
Or probably you want me to get hated by everybody?
But at least i knw ,
TRUE friends won't hate me [:
Ask yourself , how many people hated you for your character alr?
& Where's your ownself?
Your 3 Cs?
So what if i'm bitchy.
So what if i'm a slut .
So what if i'm suckish .
At least i know , i'm being myself.
& TRUE friends accepts you for who you are.
& Come on lurh boy ,
Whats th use of comparing?
If you really love her , be yourself then to compare.
She loves you for who you are.
Yes , you can say i'm kpo or whatsoever.
But i want you to know..
Its your attitude which kills.
Yes , you can say my attitude sucks too what.
But hey , at least people knw tht when i'm in bad mood don't disturb me cause i'll fire anyone who gets on my nerves.
Poopy said nothing .
Then whats th prob with you ?
JUST BY CAPS-ING YOU?
Too bad , i'm like tht .
I talk to you nicely , you go huan lo wrong things.
I'm like so sorry , I'll go pek cek.
Yes i agree , i'm rude at times.
But at least.. i knw...
I'm always being who i am.
Call me a bitch or whatsoever.
It won't matter me much.
I've alr called myself a bitch.
So what for i care tht much ? ._.
You say der uhs [:
Don't regret.
Cause i knw you'll never understand why am i doing it [:
its ok .
&hello ? i'll remember misa is cause i've neglected her thts why she left.

& ______ ,
i'm sorry , theres no way i can help you alr.
he doesn't listen [:
Jiayous bahs :D

& girl ,

i'm sorry for all tht happened.

i've never thought tht i would have neglected you.

i'm not a good friend.

you left..

& i knw i won't forget you.

TAN WEI YANG ,
WHATS WRONG WITH YOU SIAS?
GAN ME CAUSE OF POOPY & CAP-ING YOU ?
WTF.
LIKE YOU NEVER CAPS ME BEFORE?
wtf is wrong with you . -.-
don't wanna persuade anymore.
SICK OF LIFE.

Yea , i'm not a true friend..
You don't know me anymore..
Whos there for me now?
Th close ones of mine left..
Who i'm left with?
Wayne , YuanYu , Meichuan , Suwanie , Nelson..
Who else?
Sweelink chose ____ over me.
Misa left .

girl ,

you don't knw how much it hurt me when you said you don't know me.

you don't knw how much you meant to me.

neither do you knw how much i needed you.

leave bahs..

i'm not worth you..

i don't wanna argue anymore..

it hurts..

you don't know how much tears i've shed when i read your sms when you're emo..

all tht i can do is cry..

i don't know what to do anymore..

i knw you don't wanna see me anymore.

i knw you don't wanna hear me anymore.

i knw you don't wanna be my dearest anymore..

but i'll tell you this ,

you're th first one who became so close to me known through th internet.

you're th first one whom i shed my tears for a friend just because th person said " idk u " .

thanks girl.. i'll rmb you all my life..

So now you guys wanna make a fuss over this lurhs?
If she didn't sms me , i won't gave her attitude [:
HELLO LURHS !
SOMEONE SMS YOU " i broke with nelson le console all u wan "
you happy anot? -.-
I've treated her nicely at first right?
ask her how i reply her lurhs?
i talk nicely to her , then whats th point of her showing me an attitude?
then now?
accuse me of deleting her friendster?
Ohkay.. now i talk nicely to you..
Don't come & give me attitude.
Since we've chilled down alr..
then now you accuse me tht i deleted your friendster.
i told you i didn't & now , you?
calling me a dog barking at your tagboard?
Whos th one who started at my tagboard?
You don't tolerate attitude ,
neither do i .
Show me yours & i'll show you mine.
I'm worse than you think i am.
Now , i'll be good. I'll control my temper , i'll control my attitude.
I'll apologise to you for accusing you.
I'm sorry to Lin Mei Qi for accusing tht you logged into my acc & talk crap.
so end this alright.
tired of it alr ~.~

arghs.

tired..

don't give me anymore troubles.

i'll fire your backside upside down.

OH YEAA~
YESYESYESYESYES !
COME ON ~
SOMEONE CALL ME A BITCH / MOTHER FUCKER / SLUT / BACKSTABBER / WHORE ?
OR WHATSOEVER ~
like its gonna give me a fyking face -.-"
yeaaaa ~ a fyking face like _l_ ^.^ _l_
so what if i'm xialan?
so what if i'm kpo ?
so what if i'm bitchy ?
so what if i'm who i am ?
WAITWAIT.
IF YOU'RE GONNA GIVE ME A COMMENT ,
MAKE SURE YOU'RE ANGELIC ~.~
& PASSERBY ,
PUT DOWN YOUR NAME [:
& LIN MEI QI ,
I ASK YOU LURHS ,
DID YOU MAKE MY LESBO KENA HATED BY KNS MANAGEMENT & YOU ACTED AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED?
KAY LURH , NOW I MAI CARE LIAOS.
THEN NOW YOU COME SAY I DELETED YOUR FRIENDSTER?
LIKE I NOTHING TO DO LIKE THT ~.~
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ~.~
like i give a fyk damn abt you ~.~
shall not post abt you anymore ~.~
pollutes my mood ~.~
-disgusted-

OK ITS ALL OVER :D
& yes . LIN MEI QI & HER FRIENDS ,
DON'T COME MY BLOG TY.
NOT WELCOMED ALRIGHTS :D
omgomg , & i can't believe i saw someone who gossiped with me abt her being sooooooooo fyking close to her now ~.~
OH WELL ,
TRUE FRIENDS ARE THOSE WHOS ON MY SIDE :D
SO WHAT IF I'M LEFT WITH LIKE 4 + MY BOYF?
at least i know who i can trust :D
oh well~ I LOVE MYSELF :D

& any KIDS were to spam my blog ,
don't blame me for calling you species of dogs :D

& i love my boyfriend ♥

hmm ,
after i have think through uhs [:
i've concluded..
WHATS TH POINT OF ME WASTING TIME ON THT _______ ?
what should i call her? ._.
oh well ,
who cares ?
its YOUR TAIJI , I DON'T GIVE A FYK :D
& i didn't say tht you're th one who visits my blog.
i said.. ALOT OF YOU.[:

oh well , went bugis with yuanyu just now ._.
bought bfs shirt , a wallet & home-d [:
& psp audi sucks ;x
OH WELL , I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND :X

LIN MEI QI ,
thank you uhs?
for putting my name BIG on your blog .
i gave you th respect ,
you didn't give me mine .
i'm sorry , your name will be biggg toos [:
ohkay lets see..
nothing wrong?
indirectly giving me th sense of guiltiness of snatching your boyf?
yes , nobody ask me to .
i'm not kpo , i'm just concern abt his feelings.
like i give a damn abt you ~.~
i knw alot of you have been reading my blog but not tagging.
you can call me a bitch or whatever.
yea , cause you have your dear what.
but when things happened , did you ask him?
i doubt so [:
you live yours , he live his.
is YOU who didn't make th move to make him not pangseh you what.
it hasn't been a time he ps-ed me yet [:
hellos? girl have you ever thought actions speaks louder than words?
since you knw i backstabbed you , then why still be friends with me?
WAKE UP LUHS?
like so many infinity ppl like you like tht -.-"
nahs , i'm not as scary as you [:
ask yourself , HAVE YOU EVER LOGGED IN MY ACC & TALK CRAP TO OTHERS?
GIRL , BACKSTAB ME & YOU THINK IDK ?
wow , i'm sorry , i'm smarter than you are lurhs .
WHAT A 15 YEAR OLD KID.
i'm sorry for CAP-ING you .
i'm soooo sad for you siols?
you climb on my head ? you'll get it girl [:
did i say i never?
girl , wanna make me feel guilty?
wait till day drop lurhs :D
i'm not who you think i can get so easily blamed [:
give me a reason why should i feel guilty lorhs.
- backstab you?
- snatch him ?
- or to put your name as GIRL instead of LIN MEI QI ?
choose one [:
i'll give you my reason why i shouldn't feel guilty [:
- backstab you ?
hellos , like you never did -.-"
like you're so eff-ing angel-like?
ask yourself luhs , how many ppl don't like you ?
i doubt you know [:
cause you always think tht everybody loves you ~.~
- snatch him ?
its his choice to be with me or not.
yes , i love him , so ?
he can choose to stay with you ?
but still , he didn't [:
- put your name as GIRL and not LIN MEI QI ?
i gave you th respect.
i don't wish my friends to find you trouble.
since you put my name fyking big , i'll put yours toos [:
& PLEASE LURH , YOU THINK YOU BACKSTAB PPL THEY ALL DON'T KNOW?
EXCUSE ME ,WHOS BEHIND TH 'REPORTER' ?
WHOS TH ONE WHO MADE MY LESBO HATED BY THEM?
HAPPY DOING IT IS IT?
STAY IN MALAYSIA & GO FLIRT YOUR MALAYSIAN GUYS LURHS.
THERES CHINESE IN MALAYSIA RIGHT?
i wonder wtf is wrong with you sias?
i didn't put your name big , is there a need for you to post on your blog?
& like hello ?
so many ppl says tht you followed me in audi cause you wanted to be famous thts all .
HAHAHA.
i'm soooo sad for you [:
i doubt you are ._.
yes , you can say you don't need him.
BUT HEY , HOW MUCH LIES YOU'VE SAID ALR ?
i doubt every word of yours [:
samuel & kevin , memory loss , car accident , can't play audi cause injured ,
what more lies do you have? :D
HUH MS ---xNoObYx33 ?

& those who read this post ,
call me a bitch or whatsoever .
if you know nothing , just shut your mouth up ohkays? :D
if any KIDS were to spam my tagboard , i'll find you out [:
bye.

i'm on fire ,
don't come kp me [:
you'll get awfully shoo-ed by me [:
BYE PEOPLE.
don't climb above my head ,
i don't tolerate these nonsense [:

I'm sooooooooooo bored ]:
woke up at 7 due to yuanyu's sms .
going down bugis ltr [:
probably going mayday concert too ._.
it all depends ~
ohyeahhhhhh~
so bored now ]:
boyfriend's still sleeping.
no crapping for me ];
i'll go back to sleep.
OH WELL ,
meichuan - are you sure lesbo? ._. thanks [: all th best for your papers too [:
yuanyu - you know you love me lurhs , stop decieving yourself ;x
crystal - asap [:
♥ DS - ewwww , stop being disgusting :X

& I LOVE YUANYUUUUUUU [:
& I LOVE SUWANIEEEEEEE [:
& I LOVE WAYNEEEEEEEEE [:
& I LOVE JESSLINNNNNNN [:
& I LOVE MY BOYFRIENDD ;x

ENGLISH PAPER 1 & 2 TODAY :D
WISH ME ALL TH BEST PEOPLE :D
& tags replied ):
* only those i feel like replying alrights :x
LYRE - you.
x3HiM - mei , wo ye hen xiang ni . sms me asap alrights ? [:
Jesslin - OH YES , BUNNIES ROCKS :D
DAWN - I LOVE YOUUU :D
meichuan - i miss you toos [:
wayne - i alr did ;x
choolin - where got -.-" all th weirdos please ;x
wayne - hahaha. its like so fake lorhs =.="
yuanyu - HAIYOOO~ see , told you you love me marhs ~ why so shy in sch !
belle - LOLS? keep disappearing lehs =.=" idk whats gonna happen , i scared my dad off my comp later.
& i love my boyfriend ♥

& Girl..

cheer up bahs..

its of no use if th both of you love each other YET lie down on your bed doing nothing to it.

save th relationship OR leave it..

don't drag anymore..

dragging leads you no where.

i love you & he do love you too.

girl.. don't be foolish anymore , will you ?

Girl ,
its up to you to blame me or not.
i dont' care whether you're gonna read this or not.
But hey ,
how he felt when he's with you ?
Yes , he loves you.
But wheres th trust in love?
Yes , you can blame me for snatching him or whatsoever.
Its NOT abt me snatching him , girl .
Saw your smses ytd.
All against me & making feel guilty eiks?
Its up to you to think [:
But if i were to put those smses up here , probably you'll be th bitch?
I DIDN'T ask him to break up with you neither did i told him to give you up for me.
I've ask him BACK to you , he doesn't want what can i do ?
Call me a bitch for flirting whatsoever.
I don't care cause at least i love him.
Soo many things happened alr.
Still remembering th last time we had a relationship was last year ,
yet now? we're back together.
How much fate do we have girl?
I'm not trying to give reasons or whatsoever.
But hey girl , its all fate & destiny.
You can blame me for all i care , because of him i'll endure.
& sms all your words or whatever crap.
Accuse me for snatching your boyf thens [:
Lets see who will rule alrights?
& Starting saying me to kamkam lorhs.
At least i knw , i didn't do anything wrong.
i didn't ask him to be with me & break with you.
i didn't ask him to give you up cause of me.
neither did i force him to be with me.
Its just.. i love him.

& Wayne ,

cheer up alrights [:

i'm standing strong here getting accused or whatsoever.

Trust me , i'll be alright [:

I love you girl :D

WHOS TH BEST? ANGQIYIN OF COURSE :P

Should i reply tags? ._.
probably in th afternoon ):

Internet's spoiled [:
Can't surf blogs , including my own.
Won't be blogging often.
Exams are here.
2 more days to MYE [:
I'm lazy t study ):
Anybody wanna study with me? ):
Drop me a sms or something? ._.
I'm bored ):
WAYNE I KNOW YOU WILL :D
I've got hit by bball thrown by KahSeng when he threw half court today..
Oh well , having headaches now & then .
I'll be fine :D

& boy ,
idk why but you're th first one whom my feelings fade & came back.
i don't care how much tht girl is gonna say abt me cause as long as i've got you ,
i'm happy alr [:

21o4o8 ♥

ich liebe dich.

Th laughters ended so easily [:
I was right ,
you'll choose her over me even though you claim tht i'm much more impt than her.
i bet its th other way round.
i've lost th courage to love already.
how much courage i've put in to love you ,
you'll never understand.
how hard i'm mending my heart ,
yet you broke it again .
how wonderful..
forgive me if i breakdown right in front of you guys.
its 10 times in a week already .
or should i say 3 days ?
& yes ,
its because of YOU.
how lightly you've treated it ,
how lightly you've treated me ,
have shown me how much i meant [:

& Derek Tan Yong Kang ,

you made me so fucking pissed.

HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES HAVE I SAID ,

DON'T TREAT ME LIKE AN ENTERTAINER?

OH WELL ,
i'll promise myself to stand strong thens [:
HA HA HA.

hahas ,
i'm so eff-ing bored at home ):
NELSON SELF-PROCLAIMED THT HE'S MY GIRLF WHICH MADE ME LAUGH MY ASS OFF ;X

& wayne ,

i guess i've fallen in love with him ;x

i seriously did i guess..

& lesbo , belle & suwanie ,
meet up soon alrights [:

3 more days to MYE & i haven't start preparing ):

Suddenly..
i felt like seeing lesbo , belle & SUWANIE TAN ):
i miss you girls ]:
oh well ,
i'll officially let go off lawteckhwee already [:
& i'm alright with Nelson already.

boy ,

its you who made me smile when i think of you.

probably i should say..

i'm falling in love with you again..

not bad not bad .

i've lost lotslotslots of friends.

Mr Tan is right.

but , I LOVE SUWANIE STILL :D

& sisters , where are you when i needed you guys most?

hahaha ,
you know me no longer [:
what you do can change..
but do you even know what to do ?
no you don't [:
all i wanted was just another sorry & for you to be there whenever i need you most..
how i wish for th first time you'll be so stubborn tht you won't follow what i say.
everything's too late..
you didn't even said it once more..
& i've brokedown..
15 June 2oo7 - 2o April 2oo8..
will this continue again..?
boy , i miss you .

how i wish i fell down th stairs ytd .
if i did ,
nothing like this will happen.
& i'll be in th hospital on th bed enjoying my time..
how i wish i did..

kor ,
you left..
you still did..
i was hoping tht you'll be there for me last night..
i cried.. you didn't know..
& all tht you told me today was all abt your fiona mei..
have you ever thought of my feelings?
no , i know you don't [:
i can't believe tht you've wanted to push th blame to me ?
by saying.. why can't i forgive you for just tht mistake & be condemned forever?
how many promises broken ?
how many tears i've shed cause you weren't there for me anymore?
you don't know at all [:
still remembering what you said in tht message..
how much lies boy? [:

Daddy loves me :D
i've got back my phone alr :D

i'm sorry ,
i might break down soon.
don't remind me.
i'm scared to death.

CONTACT ME THROUGH MSN OR WHATSOEVER.
PHONE CONFISCATED ):

home [:
got th fyking gel from nadia today just because of 3 strands of hair? ):

& yes ,

don't ask me who is th person i'm refering to.

i won't tell unless , you're someone close.

& yes ,
to YOU. { male de.
i'm not your girlf or whatsoever.
stop controlling me.
i smoke , i fuck , i sleep , i whack or even if i die ,
its NONE of your business.
th way you speaks , made me sick.
th way you asks me , made me ill.
& worse..
th way you treat me , made me feel like dying.
stop being tht disgusting lurhs.

& to a sister of mine.

i heard YOUR VOICE saying it.

its up to you to decide whether i'm wrong or not.

i don't care anymore.

but hey , look.. you said you're neglected..

what abt me?

which one of you actually bothered to ask me out when you're out?

you can go out with them as often as you like.

me? stay at home & face th fyking 4 walls of mine.

yes , hahaha.

you'll never understand who am i , will you?

when you got probs abt life , you come towards me hoping tht i can be your listener.

what abt me ? things happened & me?

even if i brk up with someone i really really love , whos there for me?

no one [:

& to tht girl . { you should know who you are [:
i don't like people who say things this way & do things another way.
you said you hated him & was veh happy when yours gans are finding for him.
now? even helped him ?
yes , love 3 + 1 person .
stead with one & eventually two-timed w/o brking up with th +1.
i've got NOTHING to say to you anymore [:
you choose.
FRIENDS or NONE [:
wake up lurh girl.
so what if he jios you ?
wanna be proud to tell everybody tht he's jioing you ?
wah , nice babe . real real nice lurhs.
you'll only make people feel tht you're bitchy cause you've posted those people whos jioing you big in your blog.
which eventually..
made me so sick ~.~

& babe ,

stop crying ler lurhs.

do you know how afraid me & geoktheng is when we see you cried again today?

you're th dearest to us .

we may not be there for you always.

but remember , we love you & we don't want you to cry anymore.

girl , do you know.. when i talk to you ,

i'll think twice before i speak.

i'm hell afraid tht you'll cry again.

crying only makes you fugly.

i know you don't want to.

so.. girl ,

its time for you to learn to control your tears alr .

its all abt life..

cheer up alrights [:

i'm always there for you [:

i'm just a sms or a phone call away :D

if you need , just tell me alrights [:

& girl , i love you [:

Suddenly remembered smth..
Hello lurhs ,
you wanna stop my circle of friends?
FOOK YOU MAN [:
Or probably you're jealous cause i can even make friends out of my school ?
asked tht person not to meet me?
wow ,
what a man are you ?
waitwait..
asked tht person not to meet me..
SINCE WHEN DID I EVEN WANTED TO MEET HIM ? O.O
wake up lurh ~.~
WEEUWEET [:
remember th bet dude [:
remember what you did to me [:
thts what you'll get in return [:
so..
PELACUR ,
DON'T EVER THINK THAT I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING [:
WAKE UP LURHS ~.~
You're not shuai either ~.~
Its ok ,
i WON'T remember any things that you did to me [:
for it makes me regret being with you [:
& PELACUR ,
SHUT UP LURH HOR?
STOP CONTROLLING MY CIRCLE OF FRIENDS [:
DOG.

FUCK LURHHHHHHH !
CHEEBYE.
movie tickets ALL GONE _l_
SPOP HURRAY TICKET GONE _l_
FUCK HELL.!
WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME ?!
MY MEMORIES THROWN AWAY JUST LIKE THAT.
FUCK LURHS !
WHO GAVE YOU TH FUCKING RIGHTS TO TOUCH MY THINGS ?!
WHO GAVE YOU TH FUCKING RIGHTS TO THROW MY THINGS ?!
WHO GAVE YOU TH FUCKING RIGHTS TO CLEAR ALL MY THINGS ?!
FUCKER. _l_
How miserable you wanna make my life?
How tough you want my life to be ?
whats th point of you erasing my memories ?!
MY LETTERS ,
MY TICKETS.
FUCK YOU.

A post dedicated to you [:
i don't fancy your SORRY.
i don't need your SORRY .
i don't need you to judge me .
i don't need your comment .
i love my life.
i live mine , you live yours & hands off mine.
either you or HER said that i'm fat.
yes , i agree.
but do i give a damn abt it?
no , i don't [:
but hey , i DON'T NEED YOUR SORRY [:
& please lorhs , even if you want to say sorry to me..
don't ask someone to pass lurhs.
like you don't have my number & msn ~.~

sisters ? friends ? backstabbers ? or probably loner? [:

oh well ,
finally met isabelle with meichuan :D
had fun :D
i'll get my breezers next time :D
I LOVE THEM LURHHHHHHH ~ :D
CUTIES ~ ♥
found my file alr anyway [:

& FUCK I LOST MY FILE !
Probably i've left it in 2-2 classroom ):
FUCK ! MY BELOVED FILE , WHERE ARE YOU ?!
SO MANY FYKING THINGS INSIDE ALRIGHT !
IF ANYBODY FINDS IT , PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE RETURN IT TO ME ):
MY BELOVED FILE ! DAMN ):

CHICKALAKA CHICKALAKA CHAO CHAO CHAO ,
BOMELAKA BOMELAKA BAO BAO BAO ,
CHICKALAKA CHAO , BOMELAKA BAO ,
CHICKALAKA ,
BOMELAKA ,
CHAR KUEY TIAO [:

HEHS !:D

DAY 1 [:
had bagcheck at th hall.
went over to th campsite.
had some icebreaker games & went back to our bunk to put our bags [:
made our flags
& off we went to chinatown for amazing race -.-"
then back to campsite to have shower
then for dinner [:
had scoldings from th facis :x
then lights off at 11.3opm [:

DAY 2 [:
woke up & brush up [:
went to ACM for amazing race.
then back to sch for telematch [:

1. BALL EVENT [: { forgot th name ;x
2. OLYMPICS [:
3. WATER &
FLOUR GAME [: { forgot th name also :x
4. BLINDFOLDED WALKING [: { wasn't
told th name :x

1. Had to pass th ball by tossing th ponchos to th next pair/group [:
Th one with more balls collected will win.
2.Had to divide into 2 groups ,
1- to jog on th spot then bunny hop towards the people &
tap them.
2- after being tapped , bunny hop to th end of th field &
do 1o jumpingjacks.
{ th mud is till ankle height.. so imagine you jumping on it x.x }
3.Had to pass th water in your cup to others cup by passing over your head
w/o turning ,
if you did it wrongly , you get flour on your hair.
4. Blindfold yourself & follow yor groupmates & crawl through mud
here & there.
{ th mud seems like chocolate ;x

Yups , got veh dirtied & flour-ed -.-"
th SLs was pushing us like mad thanks to kok -.-"
gathering supposed to be at 7.
but she will be arriving at 6plus..
so we had to finish bathing at 6.3o & get down to th canteen in camp tee.
she arrived arnd 6.45 , cheered & had dinner.
campfire aft that.
cheers cheers & cheers.
& thy actually forgotten abt us..
so we had more time to prepare properly.
prepared & cheered.
camp fire ended.
debrief , reflection & supper then off to bed [:
lights off at 11.45pm.

DAY 3 [:
woke up & brush up .
wore camp tee { which SERIOUSLY stinks -.-"
breakfast & cleaned up th parade square.
aft tht had some bombing & went back to take our bags..
then went to camp for some boring stuffs which told us what stuffs are left there & to reclaim it.
then school-ed.
then mac-ed.
then mrt-ed home[:

& THANKS NABILA? FOR TH CARE & CONCERN & GUIDANCE TH 3 DAYS :D
Even though we made her cry , still , we enjoyed our days [:

& TH FACIs LOOKS HOT :x
ALEX -cute ;x
{ he looks like bing yi & looks like samuel ;x
WAYNE - handsome ;x
{ wayne cheng , you can't blame me , alot people are saying it ;x
AKIRA
{ funny , th forfeit-er , always dancing non-stop ;x
JACKIE
{ horny ? -.-" th guys said so ;x
MELVIN
{ always teaching us cheers & games ;x
JONATHAN
{ a retard please ;x someone who wanted to make us do pumping -.-" but thanks to th boys , we don't need do ;x FUNNNNNN BODOH :x
[ DIE ;x forgot their names alr ;x]
one of th guy with short fringes
{ people are saying him cute ;x but i find alex more cute lehs ;x
one of th guy with long fringes whos unwilling to do forfeit ;x
{ quite entertaining [:
a girl with untied hair
{ fun :D
dyed hair & shorter girl ;x
{ fierce ;x
dyed hair & taller girl ;x
{ looks sweet , didn't interact with her i think ;x

ok , th end [:
& I'LL MISS TH FACIs & TH DAYS IN CAMPS :D
looking forward to OBS next year ;x

once again ,
A-N TO TH D-E-R TO TH S-O-N
ANDERSON ANDERSON TH CHAMPION !
123 , 321
ANDERSON ANDERSON NUMBER ONE :D
456 , 654
ANDERSON ANDERSON NEVER FALL !

&

TOKYO DRIFT VERSION OF US ! :D

I wonder if you know ,
why we are so pro ,
If you see us & you meet us then you know why we so pro.
Why so pro ya~ PRO PRO PROPRO (x3)
ANDERSON !

& I LOVE MUD ! :D
even though dirty but fun ;x

I'll be gone for 3 days 2 nights camp :D
Will be back soon [:
no phones , no camera , so oh well ? boring ):
i'll miss you people :D
BYEE ~ :D

Hahs ,
got so fed up recently :D
at least my dad's fine :D
he got whacked on th face by me & miraclely ,
he didn't get angry :X
but he & my mum can't wait to send me away ):
oh well , let them be , th lunatics :x
yes , i'll miss my deathnote ):
my wuguis , my cj7 , my piggeh , my phone , my comp , my blog , my room , my mirror , my bed , my pillow , my mickey , my tag , my letters , my tv , my shows , my.. in fact EVERYTHING.
thts to cut it short cause its veh veh veh long alr ):
i'm boreddddddddddd ):

DESMOND' "BROTHER"

since you don't give a damn abt me ,

no point of me bothering abt you anymore [:

goodbye "brother" [:

i'm losing alot people alr ):
don't wish to lose more .
thanks nelson kor for standing by me all th times [:
OH WELL , EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE TIMES WILL YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE KILLING YOU ,
still.. ich liebe dich [:

Oh well ,
Real doubts man..
Someone tell me..
whats brothers & sisters [:
IN MY OPINION [:
THOSE WHO WILL PANGSEH YOU MORE FREQUENTLY [:
hor ? Desmond'brother? [:
th one who said will call me & pei me ?
end up ?
Oh well ,
how many people pangseh-ed me like fuck alr ? :D
ASK YOURSELF DUDES [:

If you love something, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was.
Richard Bach

oh wells [:
went through some love quotes [:
found this :D
& Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.
Anonymous

it all meant lots [:

sososo bored..
found out that people are unhappy abt me recently..
badmouthing me here & there.
think i'm dumb or stupid ?
& i'm alright with luna alr [:
& to those who is unhappy with me ,
don't badmouth me behind my back ,
got guts to talk abt me ,
why not talk in front of me? :D
come on people ,
i don't bite ,
come [:
i doubt you guys dare [:
i'm waiting for you [:
so BYEBYE!
& i spilled th whole tin of dried chilli at pizza hut ytd
& my mum just can't stop laughing over it -.-"

& HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY WAYNE CHENG YEE NING aka CRAZYWOMAN :D

& oh well ,
tht girl got used [:
& i can't believe shes still tht dumb to not realise [:

Will you stop disturbing my life?

Th way you talk to me ,

& th way i MIA from you..

was to have some freedom..

can't you be yourself?

& stop acting cute lurhs.

its disgusting.

Getting drifted from my gans alr [:
Nelson kor ,
Lyre mei ,
x3HiM mei ,
Mich laogong ,
Misa dearest ,
or in fact everybody [:
nahs.. nobody knows anything [:
Hais..

Its ok [:
At least i still have DESMOND'SISTER ! :P
i realise , i told him alot of things abt him -.-"
& he called him a dumbo , LMAO :x
Stupid him [:
I'm smart in realising things [:
TALK TO ME RETARD :D
Your acting sucks ~ :D

I'll name all my gans .
will be easier for me :X
Nelson ,
Lyre* ,
Candy aka x3HiM* ,
Meichuan ,
Misa ,
Sweelink ,
Yidao ,
Brian ,
Belle ,
Samuel ,
Mich ,
Weiyang ,
DESMOND SISTER :P

Somebody tell me..
Should i or should i not?
*reconsideration [:

& I LOVE DESMOND ' SISTER :D
cause he's a crapper -.-"
WHEEEEE~ i'm bored ):

BITCH _l_ [:

i didn't know you're like that .

FUCK YOU :D

Don't blame me for scolding you [:

You're th one who come kajiao me first .

Fuck off [:

Bitch _l_

I won't mind losing a friend like LUNA LIM KAY YAN :D

People ,

i know you guys feel like scolding me :D

How wonderful..

let me remind you once more.

THIS IS MY BLOG ,

I SAY WHAT I WANNA SAY . :D

THINK TWICE :D

& TH TWO OF YOU ,

don't try coming to kajiao me .

i'm not in good mood.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

i'm not someone you can play with .

i SAY things SERIOUSLY :D

no point being friends with you [:

i won't mind losing you as a friend.

i maybe friend-less in school ,

but oh well ?

AT LEAST BETTER TO BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T TREAT ME AS ANYTHING [:

Looking back at my posts ,
i realised..
alot have changed :D
Looking through th old posts ,
How i've let go of everyone of them..
From..
Joel ,
Samuel ,
Teckwee ,
Nelson ,
Weikang ,
Teckhwee :x
{ in fact.. i've forgot who i've been with :x
How many times have i fall in & out of love alr ?
I guess ,
its time for me to stop & focus onto my studies.
Time to wake up alr :D
& I LOVE LESBO :D
i've gain lots from all these relationships alr .
each one of it just tears me down.
but hey , i'm up strong again :D
i believe you can do it too [:
i can say.. yes.. i do love samuel lots in th past..
but its over :D
in fact , i love all of them lots in past..
but its ALL over :D
for now , i still love him..
but oh well , time to let go someone who's attached :D
i'll enjoy life for now :D

Lesbo ,
i understand its hard..
after crying , tears represents everything & puffs means nothing.
Looking at your tears flow ,
yea , you'll probably get swollen eyes..
but.. whats happened have happened .
nothing can be changed.
things may hurt ,
but 你要拿得起 , 放得下.
no point holding onto things which will keep you upset..
Look lesbo..
if 2o1o is th end of th world { as predicted } ,
how many days/years are you left?
less than 2 years.
2 years of life can do you great stuffs.
i'm living life like tomorrow's th end of th world.
lesbo , my stuffs happened not long ago only..
i'm happy already :D
yes , i can tell you , i DO love him still.
Girl ,
don't think too much abt it alr :D
th more you think , th more hurt you get.
so girl, cheer up alrights :D
you have friends around you ,
if you need a shoulder , i'll be there for you [:
Lesbo , cheer up alrights :D
& tell you something :x
angqiyinnn's here for youuu :D
& iloveyou , saranghaeyo , ti amo , woaini , je t'aime :D

its over :D

I LOVE HER :D

S-pop hurray . { i look fugly on tht day ):

i miss SPS ): { was playing with th uniform :x

brown contacts :D

heard that yuanyu broke her contacts.
girl , be more careful next time if you're getting it again alrights ? :D

Oh well , since mama is sleeping { cause she had duty ytd..} i shall go sleep too :D

& to ----- ,
its veh obvious that you do .

if you wanna know , i'll tell you..

go back to your girlf.

i'm not a stead snatcher.

i don't want people to call me a slut for snatching you .

neither do i want people to say tht i'm flirting you .

i'm sorry , i'll tell you this once again .

go back to your girlf .

probably you'll see this , probably you won't .

i'll only say , i still love him .

& to -------- ,

don't come to me if anything happens between you & her .

i'm not matchmaker ,

neither am i a problem-solver .

i have problems myself.

i'm sorry.

& i know everything alr .

its like so obvious?

whenever i ask you ,

you'll be switching to your girlf.

i'm not dumb :D

i've told you i can see whos in love with who .

my wild guesses are damn accurate :D

so shut up [:

& to lawteckhwee ,

stop avoiding me ,

i guess you don't have th guts to face me :D

yes , i may love you .

so ? i know it won't make any difference.

you've asked me to wait for you ,

i've chose not to [:

at least , i'm happy cause it happened .

everything's over.

& like hello ? who wanted to be friends in th first place?

not me . YOU .

i've tried making friends with you ,

you ignored me like fuck _l_

when i ask you for desmond's msn ,

you don't even bother replying me ?

wth.

i can be good ,

but don't climb over my head ,

i'll give you problems .

problems problems problems .

LESBO ,

your friend is right ,

if th person really loves you ,

he won't mind anything abt you ,

for he loves your character & not your outer beauty.

cheer up alrights :D

29 days left for me..

JIAYOUS ALRIGHT :D

Wayne ,
now you know how messy my life can be ler bahs?

So bored at home D;
LESBO , I LOVE YOUUU :D
ISABELLE PS-ED US YTD D;
Alot expire-d pictures not uploaded yet ,
I'm lazy lurhhh :x
lazy photoshop also -.-"
shall do it ltr & upload ltr i guess.
so.. GOODBYE :D
& th puffs caused me headaches today ):

Oh wells ,
I love samuel ' daddie [:
* NOTE : NOT SAMUEL LAM -.-"
Comfirm people will be coming to me & ask -.-"
Met up with lesbo again :D
Shes forever crazy please -.-"
LOVE HER :D

& oh well ,
i've decided to stop ,
i've disappoint too many people alr.
Sorry Donal ,
Promises are meant to be broken ,
but i'll promise you for once ,
i'll give up on puffs & find smth more interesting to do { LEGALLY ._.
Sorry Samuel ' daddie ,
disappoint you too much..
i'm overstressed i guess.
Sorry meichuan ' lesbo ,
disappoint you too much alr..
many things happened.
afterall , strong stands more than mine.
& Friends around me tht's concern & asking me to stop.
Sorry people ,
I'm a big disappointment i guess.
Nothing said me through.
I'll give up all my pains , hurts & tears.
& I'll be happy by heart , mind & self alrights :D
Sorry .
I'm a great disappointment.

changed th song again :D
ISABELLE MEET US LURHHH D;
Lazy paste lyrics ler :x
Come Back To Me ( English Version ) - Se7en . [:

没别的 只想说对不起
对不起 我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想 你怎么说
也不会改变我的决定
你知道 有时候感情事很难说
很难说 爱人或朋友
从前到现在我真的感觉要
一想你 我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起 对不起 我爱你
没别的 只想说对不起
怎么样 我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲
你怎么做
也不会影响我的心情
你知道 有时候男孩更难捉摸
难捉摸 爱人或朋友
现在到永远我真会感觉要
一想你 我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记得牢
情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你
听歌想着你
大地和蓝天
出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起 对不起 我爱你
你听一听我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间 出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起 对不起 我爱你

Changed th song ,
th lyrics above [:
GOODBYE [:
meeting lesbo ltr :D

I'm strong :D
I'm alright alr :D
OH YA ,
for th previous list ,
i've left out..
MY GAN LAOGONG - MICHHHHHHH ! AKA EMILY :D
nearly got into a car accident today ._.
heng th driver stopped fast :x
oh well , how i wish th driver bang me just like that. :D
so bored of life.
someone pei me lehs D;

UPDATED LIST ALRIGHTS?
1 kor - nelson
2 mei(s) - lyre & candy( x3HiM )
1 erzi - sweelink
1 sunzi - yidao
1 dear - weiyang
1 pig-kind-of-lion-de-rape-r - brian
1 lesbo - meichuan ♥
1 dearest - jesslin ♥
1 jie/MARMIE/triplets :P - belle ♥

I LOVE THOSE PEOPLE ABOVE ALRIGHTS :D
Some are still pending ,
giving deep thoughts whether to keep or let go .
I am bored ,
real bored.
LESBO , I MISS YOU LURH DEY D;
& i'm really in need of puffs ,
sorry...
LETS MEET OUT SOON :D
ILY :D
& both my meis , cheer up uhs.

as for lyre ,
relax & chill ,
don't think of dying lurh -.-"

& LAWTECKHWEE ,
I DIDN'T KNOW SO MANY PEOPLE HATED YOU :D

1 kor , - nelson .
1 laogong , - suwanie .
2 meis , - lyre & -disclosed-
1 erzi , - sweelink .
1 sunzi , - yidao .
1 dear , - weiyang .
1 pig-kind-of-lion-de-rape-r ? - BRIAN WONG !
anymore gans ?

Sorry if i come to you one day & say sorry , i'm disowning some gans.

Some gans i'm still deciding on [:
Goodbye .

people love him ,

i hate him [:

told you i'm different .

PEH HOR SUCKS :D

Oh well ,
I'm alright alr [:
No point holding on to someone who toy-ed me.
Thanks to candy & lyre ,
they got me th truth [:
You & your lousy scripts _l_
jio-ed me & candy at th same time?
wonderful lurh hor?
Don't make me see you around SG.
I might just give you one tight slap on your faces face _l_
So now.. Lets pray hard that..
LAW TECK HWEE GETS TOY-ED EVERY SINGLE RELATIONSHIP :D
You'll get your revenge [:
FUCKER _l_
LIE TO ME LIKE FUCK _l_ [:
YOU GO DIE BETTER :D
I DARE YOU TO COME STAND IN FRONT OF ME & SCOLD ME :D

I am a fool myself.
Other girls aren't .
Thanks for what happened ,
Made me wonderfully hating you already :D
Yes i hate LIARS :D
GIRLS HATES LIARS :D
& I LOVE LYRE MEI :D

FUCK ! TH WORST APRIL FOOL.
YOU & NELSON & SWEELINK & YI DAO & WEIYANG.
FUCK !
I'm starting to hate life _l_