i love him ,

yes i do [:

but i've chose to let him go :D

at least i'm happy { i hope :D
i love myself & i love myself :D
& kaiyi says that no words in my blog is nice D:
then she says its alright for me to put..
I HATE KAIYI D:
but oh well ,
I LOVE KAIYI :D
Ahhhhhhh!
i'm boredboredbored D;
NELSON HATES ME D;

goodbye my love :D

Guys ,
thanks for asking me to cheer up :D
especially people like...

Nelson kor ,

Weiyang ,

Jay ,

Jasper ahgong ,

Yuan Yu ,

Wayne ,

Kaiyi ,

Brenda ,

Sweelink erzi ,

Yidao sunzi ,

Audrey ,

Suwanie laogong ,

Mich laogong ,

& many more :D

I won't let you guys down [:
I've promised myself to get over this within one week :D
I'll be back okay within one week :D
I'm alright guys :D
{ in fact i think i'm alright if he doesn't say anything to me -.-"
No point loving a person who gives me empty promises & being a bastard whom don't even give a damn abt me & found a new girl just th day after [:
Th real reason ? Cause i sent th heartbreaking msg?
I sent it when i was heartbroken ,
you thought i'm alright?
NO WAY [:
& like hello ? IF i really DID broke your heart ,
you won't love a new girl just next day [:
For your info ,
i wanted to see th real you [:
& you've disappoint me , TERRIBLY.
I'm sorry ,
YOU'RE NOT TH ONE FOR ME :D
but oh well ,
everything's over for you .
i WILL make this feelings fade [:
its easy to let it fade ,
cause.. you're a bastard [:

I LOVE LAW TECK HWEE MYSELF [:
i won't love him again [:
you've disappoint me .
don't come back to me if you've lost your girl [:
cause i'll tell you straight in th face ,
YOU'RE NOT TH ONE FOR ME .
& I HATE YOU [:

LIAR LIAR LIAR !
i hate you ,
i hate you ,
i hate you .
you're th one who said forever ,
you're th one who said no matter what you'll be there .
FUCK YOU LURH CHEEBYE !
how many cuts ,
how many tears i shed ,
& how hurt i am .
YOU DON'T GIVE A FYKING DAMN .
let me suffer here ALONE.
how i wish my cuts get infected ,
& my hand rot ,
& DIE.
you're th one who said w/o me you can't go on with your life .
you're th one who said you'll love me till th end of life.
FYKING LIAR _l_
i'm glad that i've seen whats th real YOU
i'm gad that i've broke up with YOU
but i regretted loving YOU
FUCKERRRRRRR .
YEAYEAYEA ,
new girl in one day [:
no feelings in one day [:
don't give a damn abt me in one day [:
BOY YOU'RE GREAT .
FUCKING GREAT .
FORGIVE ME IF I SEE YOU ON STREETS & GIVE YOU ONE SLAP [:

We've broke up ytd :D
Oh well ,
he got his new target ,
all th best [:
I'll try my best to cheer up :D
its ok , i'll be emo at home
& cheerful in school :D
Thanks Nelson Kor , Jay , Jasper Ahgong , Yuanyu & Weiyang for cheering me up :D
its not easy i know..
OH WELL ,
TIME TO CARRY ON LIFE :D

so what if i love you ?

you got your new target just th next day .

then what abt those forever you told me?

FYKING LIAR _l_ [:

you hurt me once deep down ,

i won't let you hurt me another time [:

Will this mean anything to you ?
How much pain ,
how much hurt i get ,
do you even know?
Forget it.

I'M POSTING LIKE MAD :D

it seemed so easy for you..

it seemed so difficult for me..

Do you love me at all ?

Did you even love me from th start ?

i doubt i doubt & i'm doubting..

Putting on a strong front .
Don't get on my head ,
i'll kill you .
Don't put me on fire..
i'll scream at you..
Hands off me if you want..

Do you even know how much pain & hurt i'm going through?

All th cuts meant nothing already..

You left me alone here..

Jiayou in jioing her bahs..

There is NO forever..

If it can fade so easily ,
i don't want your love anymore [:

Since you said that i've made you stress..
then give up on me.
Since you ask me to settle myself..
I'll tell you , i don't want to .

I love him ,
i really really do [:

Boyf ,
YOU SUCKS ! D:
You've spent your night with your gan mei [:
even hanging my call [:
not even a sms ,
not even a word from you ,
not even unhold-ing th call .
i didn't bother calling back ,
cause i know you're talking to her & DON'T HAVE TIME FOR ME D;
i held onto th tag..
i teared..
did you even know?
i teared.. teared.. teared..
till you called..
i teared EVEN MORE :D
cause you didn't even give a damn to explain why .
you just said i sounded tired & ask me to sleep .
then i hang lorhs.
& like.. you spent 1o - 2o mins just for that sms..
i looked at it..
i screamed..
& i cried even worse.
i smsed you ,
you called back.
& got th cheek to ask me whether i'm jealous or not [:
i said no ,
you believed [:
you said you're tired..
i asked you to go sleep.
you said ok when you normally said.. no.
you asked if i'm crying..
i said no [:
& you believed again .
& i cried even more..
probably you're tired after alot of talks with your gan mei [:
probably more of jokes than private stuffs..
oh well ,
i've failed as a girlf of yours [:
& I'M EFFING AWAKE WITH SWOLLEN EYES WITH YOU SLEEPING SOUNDLY .
CHEEEEEEEEEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU [:
Probably what Nelson & Jay is right..
Oh well.. i'm still tearing here & there [:

THINKKKKK !
THINKKKKK !
THINKKKKK !
FUCKKKKKK !
FUCKKKKKK !
FUCKKKKKK !
i'm bombing soon .
its you & you & you .
chickennnnnnnnnn !
I LOVE NELSON KOR :D

FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
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FUCK
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FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
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FUCK
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FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK !
i can't stand it any longer [:

Looking at my phone..
Tears fell..
You hanged it w/o even saying anything .

Not even a sms..

Not even a word..

Not even unhold-ing th call..
Well ,
It only told me one thing .
Your gan mei's more important.....

Do you even know how much it hurt?

You called back..

Just alittle talk..

Can't you even tell me why did you hang it?

Listening to my voice ,

You thought i was tired..

I teared even harder..

I took a look at th tag..

& i told myself..

its gonna be alright..

Baby ,

i'm sorry ,

i'm hurt

& i love you..

-TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT- [:
ok..
i'm not in veh good mood D;
MY DAD forced me go bath at 5 =.=
whats wrong siassssss
i was lying on my bed going back to my dreamlands ,
not as if i won't wake up =.=
& fcukkkkkk !
i got scolded for it =.="
& I SAW NADIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA at cwp =.="
& HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY [:
{ oh well.. YESTERDAY D;

& your mama mao lurh hor .

tell me one thing ,

tell th others th other thing =.=

whats wrong with you sias.

let me start kpo-ing of others :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i'm like.. soooooo bored ):

& fcukkkkkkkk [:
http://www.sg-panties.com
-.-"
angus asked me to post about it =.="
his recommendation =="
* highly recommend -.-

{ i hope nobody views it :x }

boredboredboredboredbored D;
I'm spending more than 12 hours sleeping [:
Oh wells ,
toooooooooooooooooooots [:

& a new blogskin ,
a new blog url [:

links will be up soon :x